2006年01月17日

Day68: Dear Keishi Sakata

Recently,I think many things.
And I cannot understand myself...

I alwasy only say something,"I'll try..." "I'll make effort..."...
But I don't achieve anything.
I cannot have any confidence in myself.

I felt that I had to express this feeling.
Otherwise I cannot be as myself.

So I wrote a letter to myself of the date of going back to Japan.
I'll read it in the air plane.

I think the things that I'm feeling now is important.
I should not to forget them.
And I should think about them from another point of view.
I need more time to do them.

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2006年01月16日

GIVE ME YOUR OPINION

This article is special one.
I told you that I want to make a book of my London life before.
I've already started to plan for this.
So today,I want to hear your opinion.

This book will be for people who want to study abroad.
All books about studying abroad is same.
Go to college,go to language school and so on....
Even if we don't have enough money and time to do them,we can study abroad if we have our own will to do something.
I want to prove it and encourage such people with this book!!

What kind of information do you want to know?

What kind of books about studying abroad do you feel like to buy?

You can write in Japanese.Please comment me!!

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Day67: Draw the room...

I'll move out from the flat in Chalk Farm soon...
I've been stayed here for 2 months.
I had a really good time here.

The time that I drank grappa (Italian strong alchol) with my UK father,Peter...
The time that I talk about future and the way to live with my UK brother,Akira...

I won't forget...

Thank you very much.

So I drew the picture of the room that we spent good time together.
This room is begining of my life in London.

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2006年01月15日

Day66:NABE

Today was NABE party!

My high scjool friend,Takahashi invited me!!
It was really nice!!!

I could meet another highschool friend,KanD again.

It was really good day!!

Sorry...I'm so sleepy...
Good night...zzz
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2006年01月14日

Day65: English

I went to pub tonight!!
My friends invited me!
I enjoyed it very much!

...But I realized that my English is really really poor again..

It's really hard to speak English.
When I was in Japan,I thought I will be able to speak English.
But.....

My English course begins from next week!
My English will be better!!...I hope..

Good luck with my English...
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2006年01月13日

Day64: Fall In Love...

I fell in love...

I didn't expect to meet someone like you.
But we met...

It's not accidental but fatality.

I was born to meet and love you.

You are so simple...
But I don't care,I can dress you up.

You have 2 other boys...
But I don't care because I love you.

I cannot be with you so long.
I have to go back to Japan.
Only 4 months...

But I love you...I love you...


I found a flat!!!

The girl who I fell in love is not human but the flat!!
It's near Abbey Road!!

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The photo is the street that my flat is situsted.
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2006年01月12日

Day63: Internet Cafe

I'm writing this at an internet cafe...
And there're some elementary school students..
Soooo Noisy!!!!!Many people told them"Be quiet"...
But they're still noisy...
Chutting..
Moving..
Singing...

And a girl of them said "Shut up" to her friends..
She's rubbish...
You have to shut up!!

Ahhhhh...I'm 20 years old..I have to be more tolerant toward children..
But I want to say!!

Shut a fuck up!!
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2006年01月11日

Day62:Collage Carpet

My daily routine..Collage Diary.
I continue to make them evryday..
And I'll try to continue until I go back to Japan.

My high school's friend,Acco gave me an idea!
"You can make a carpet using them."
That's good!!
Even now,it's big enough to make a carpet.
When I go back to Japan,it will be three times bigger than now!!
What a big carpet it is!!

Do you want the Collage Carpet like this?
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2006年01月10日

Day61: KC LONDON BOOK

It has been already two months since I came here.
There're still many difficulities.
But I feel that my decision to come here was right.Then...

Why did I come here?

I think because I want to prove my style of studying abroad.
I don't have enough money to take the full time course in the university.
I don't have enough time to do everything because I could not get visa.
I'm not clever enough to think about difficult things.
But I have an eagerness for studying graphic design in London.
I believe that I can do anything if I have passion.

Of course,I have to make something that you can see as a proof of my life in London.
So I want to make a book about my London life after I go back to London.
It's for people who want to go abroad.
I want to encourage them.


KC LONDON BOOK
about my life in London

TITLE:I'm thinking...

EPRICE:I'm thinking...

Everything:I'm thinking...

Anything:I haven't decided yet...

But!!
I'll publish it somehow!!
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2006年01月09日

Day60:TOMODACHI

Today,I called my friend.
He is studying hard for his dream.
So that call was for encouraging him.
But the one who was encouraged was me.

I'm far away from Japan.
I cannot meet my friends.
I cannot call them so often.
But they won't change.
Even on international call,we talk as if we talk in class room of high school...
Nothing's gonna change.
I realized that I have many "TAISETSU NA TOMODACHI" again.

nanka ureshikute,chotto nakisouninatta...

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2006年01月08日

Day59: KC London Tour

Today was KC London tour for my universuty's friend!!
We had a very good time!!But we walked too much...

!!KC London Tour!!

Now FREE!!

Tour Plan
walk walk walk along the river Thames
Gallery visitation
Cheep dinner in China town

Suit for the person who likes walking

Merit
You can see London without getting lost!

Demerit
You have to hear my rubbish talking.

DON'T MISS IT!! BOOK NOW!!


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2006年01月07日

Day58: to live..

I'll write my essentials to live.

1. alchole : Fortunately,I have many chance to drink recently.
My condition is pretty good!!I'm writing this with beer!

2. Chocolate : I was called "Chocolate Monster" in Aberdeen...

3. Friends : I'm very "Sabishigariya".

4. Something new : I always lose interest for something in 3days.

5. IKIOI : Without this,I cannot do anything.
I'm not clever enough to think about something.

6. Right hand : Without him,I cannot express myself well.


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Where does the rail lead to...?
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2006年01月06日

Day57:Back To The Normal

I came back to London!!
I had a really good time in Aberdeen.
But today,I found myself to feel comfortable like in my home.
...When I came here first,I felt that London is specaial and only Fukuoka is my home.
But now..London became my home....mmm...Strange..

When I go back to Fukuoka,how do I feel???

Maybe it will be very busy for me on January.
Because I have a lot to do.Finding a flat,English course,Design work and so on...
I'll do my best!!
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2006年01月05日

Day56:See you Aberdeen

It was the last night in Aberdeen.
I watched "007" on TV!!
The first James Bond is Sean Connery.He is Scottish.
The people in Scotland are so proud of their to be Scottish.
So they hate to be regarded as English.The reason of this is very historical.
it still has big influence...
I heard that when England play football against Germany,they cheer Germany...
I can't believe it...

Anyway,I had really good time in Aberdeen.
Thank you,Kirton family.
They move to London this year.
So it was the last Christmas & NewYear in Aberdeen.
Iwas glad to be here...
But I'll be back here someday.
Because here is my second home town.
See you Aberdeen!!!

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2006年01月04日

Day54&55:the word of 2005&2006

Finally,2005 ended and 2006 has begun..
So I want to express them in one word.

The word of 2005 is "Solidarity"..
It's hard to express in Japanese.
But it's like "KYOURYOKU" in Japnese.
There were many things last year.
It was a very tough year for me.But many friends helped me.
I was able to realize that I am lived by them.
I want to live my one and only life with gratitude for them.


The word of 2006 will be "identity"...
Identity is the one of the most important things for human,I think.
Maybe I came to London for finding my identity.

Identity is formed in one's sense of self but also in human relationship.
Maybe You feel a pradox in this.
But human always has pradox.We're human beings because we have a pradox.
"WAR" and "PEACE" are completely opposite.
But maybe soldiers are fighting for protecting their own peaces.
"LOVE" and "HATE" are completely opposite.
But maybe we can feel love because we know hate.

The thing which shapes everything in human,including those pradoxes is "identity".
It's very hard to find identity.
Probably we'll try to find our own identities even when we're dying.
But I feel this year will be the key to find my identity.
I want to see many things.
I want to meet many people.
I want to feel many things.
And I want to identify my identity.

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2006年01月02日

Day52&53:Hogmanay&New Year's Day

A happy new year!!
Sorry for late renewal.I was very busy in this 2days.
I'll tell you my NENMATSU-NENSHI!!

New Year's Eve(Hogmanay)

11:30
go to the old castel...This is my nostalgic place in Scotland.
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15:30
back home...

19:30
go to Stone Haven for dinner and fireball...

20:00
dinner
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00:00 a happy new year!!
fire ball...Fire ball is the tradition of stone Haven(sea side town).
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1:30-4:00
go to new year's club event...dance!dance!dance!
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5:30
back home...

6:00
go to bed...

10:00-16:00
go to Edinburough...
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19:00
back home...

I couldn't sleep well..But it was very good Hogmanay and new year's day!!

Finally,2006 has begun...This year will be very important year for me.
I want to keep moving and challenging to feel many things.
And I want to change without changing to exist as myself.

Thank you for 2005,and good luck with your 2006!!
Hapy new year again!!
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2005年12月31日

Day51:Dog

I met very cute?? dog on the street.
It was snowing..He was cold,wasn't he?
But He stayed there quietly.
In UK,there're so many dogs!!

....I don't know what should I write...
Ah...This year is ending...Time flys.....
This year will be very big year in my life.
Earthquake,to go to London...Many things happened.
Tomorrow,I have to think about this year and next one.
But the certain thing is "Stop is Death".
I want to keep moving next year,too!!!

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2005年12月30日

Day50:Snowing and life

Snowing!!!
It's fuckin' cold but so exciting!!!
But the person who is excited is only me.
Here,this is normal...

So I went to sled to the golf course!
But...very sad thing occured..
An old man missed his control and crashed into the gap...
He was unconciousness..and had difficulity to breath.His daughter panicked...
The people who were there did lifesaving.
Fortunately,he survived.But the man of the emergency service said that it was very serious damages..Maybe he had brain damages...
The haappiness after Christmas turned into the tragedy suddenly...
But I couldn't do anything...Because of my poor English..
The only thing that I did is saying to his daughter "Don't worry.He will be alright."...
Today I felt that I really want to be good at English.
And also I felt the frailness of human life..

Dear my friends...
Please take good care of your one and only life...

snowing town
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KC on snow
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2005年12月29日

Day48&49:early new year

Today,we have an early OSHOUGATSU party!!
It's so early,isn't it!?
This was because the one of the brothers goes back to London tomorrow.
But that's good.To spend the time with family is very important.

So...It's little bit early..but...Akemashite Omedetougozaimasu!!

In this year,there're many things for me..
2006 is coming...I should look back on this year and try to make 2006 much better!!

P.S.
Recaently,I'm running out of the meterial of the article.
So please tell me what you want to know about my life in UK!!!
I'll try to meet your requests as possible!!

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2005年12月27日

Day47:nostalgic place...

I told you that I've been to Aberdeen 8years ago.
I still remember the many places that I went before.
The seaside that I went today is one of them.
There are mny tiny pretty houses and I feel that I'm in a movie.
The horizon,the hill,the sky,the old castel...
Nothing has changed...8 years...The time flys...

And 26th Decenber is the holiday in UK.
It was "Boxing Day".Today I went to see "KING KONG"!!
It was a very good movie!If you want to know real love,check it out.

The photo is the seaside...
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